tears stained my face as i walked home alone.i feel really bad. i got myself into such a deep thought that i was oblivious to my surroundings. almost got hit by a car. sighs. i feel that the whole world are sitting on my shoulders. and it is a burden. don't ask me why i feel this way. i just feel like there are so many things to be done and yet,i'm not working towards the completion of any of it. even though i'm done with my FON and SAWI presentations, i still have NR and PHARM. plus the exams!

i'm sorry about what happened just now. i don't remember you telling me to text you upon finishing the project. well,maybe i wasn't paying attention to what you were saying. or blame me for being forgetful. the thought of texting you just didn't cross my mind at that point of time. isn't it silly? sighs.i feel guilty. what's worse was that,i'm not able to lend you my ears and hear you out. the feeling sucks. it's like not being there for the person you love,when they need you the most. i feel terrible.i seriously do ):

another thing that is bothering me is.. nvm.i don't feel like talking about it here,now. maybe some other time. will things get better? or will it worsen? only god knows i guess. people do change.

i just wished that i can bury myself in your arms;

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