hey,i'm getting more and more lazy to go to school each day. lucky this is the last week before common test. the inconvenience to get from one place to another makes me feel tired and troublesome. it's not easy to get up and down the hill with those crutches. my arms ache! i prefer staying at home. i don't need to move much and i can always seek help from my family members.
my attendance was never this poor. i promise i will try not to skip lectures or tutorials next sem. i just can't help it this time round :/
Sunday, May 29, 2011 || 7:53 PM
to tell you the truth, i'm scared to be left in school alone without bf. like last friday. bf had no school but he accompanied me to school. soon after,he left for work. i swear i was feeling kind of loss. i'm scared.
but then my classmates were really patient with me. they accompanied me walk to the bus stop then mich accompanied me home. thankyou,guys :)
|| 7:31 PM
bf actually copied and paste my previous post on his fb wall. i did not expect him to do that though. haha,i appreciate it :)
and today this bf of mine, again did something sweet. he made his way to cck from work just to pass me churros. this is not his first time doing it but what makes this trip a special one was the text he sent me. he knows that i'm bored staying at home even on weekends cause of my fractured foot. my boyfriend is thoughtful! and i love him for that :)
suddenly,i feel irritated with this cast on. another day in school tmr. hais, a long one actually :/ what to expect tmr? i don't know. i hate this worried feeling. but i don't know what's bothering me. maybe it's just the pms thing
hi, so yesterday was my first day in school with those crutches. i swear it was not easy. bf came over to cck fetched me and we cabbed to school. lots of friends asked what happened to me. and it's like i need to repeat myself over and over again. haha,i feel from the bicycle. LOL! and bf told me that i'm popular now. righttttt,popular for the wrong thing. anw,i appreciate all those well wishes. :D
my classmates are really good to me. helping me out. they carried my school bag and help me around in nsl class especially with those skills. i really appreciate all your help. THANK YOU :) i dread going to school cause i will have difficulty moving around. but with you guys by my side, i feel less paranoid and better. oh,i can take my practical test on monday ^^
bf is another person that made me strong to go to school. he made an effort to always be there with me and ensure i'm not alone whenever i need to move from one place to another. i always asked myself, 'boy,where you've got all the patience?' he accompanied me to school and back home. each time he held me close, he really make me feel secured. it's like i'm not afraid to face any challenges ahead with him by my side. like, c'mon bring it on! i'm not afraid! cause i have my bf with me. he is my pillar of strength. he never fail to encouragement and assure me that everything's gonna be alright.
now i really feel this song,the lyrics. thank you for being such a caring bf, suffian :)
Tuesday, May 24, 2011 || 11:08 PM
i went for my appointment just now only to know that i need to be on full cast for a month! FUCK! like seriously. having the cast on is like a hindrance to my life. what worries me most is my practical assessment. i wonder how the arrangement is going to be like. will it affect my graduation? i hate this!
i persuaded the doctor to remove the cast but he said that my bones will not be able to form back together and that will cause many more complications. i teared thinking about many things. then regrets started to sink in. if only i didn't ride the bicycle. if only i didn't have the fall. if only i could turn back the time. why me?! i know,i cannot do anything cause all of it had happened. but you are not in my position to feel what i'm feeling. this feeling just weakens me deep inside and makes me tear each time i think about it. it's like i'm in no control of my tears. i'm really upset over this. really really upset.
now,i'm on this cast. for a month! A MONTH, MIND YOU! it's not like for another 1 week or so. it's 4 bloody weeks! >:/ i cannot go out and my movements are limited. what's worst, unable to do things which you planned months ago. sucks uhh?! my 2weeks of holiday gone just like that! i wanna do lots of things yknow. it's not like i'm a free person sitting at home shake leg. _|_
just now,when making my way home from lot1,i had so much of trouble walking with those crutches. my arms are aching so are my abdomen and i wonder how i'm going to manage in school tmr :'( i feel like giving up everything.
yesterday,i posted this on my twitter. "do guys also experience any mood swings like pms? cause apparently, my bf is having it. hehe. "it was a random thought. cause bf was feeling moody and when i asked him why,he said he don't know. HAHAHA. so,guys do have mood swings too. but i guess theirs are not as bad as girls. haha
would you choose someone with looks or someone who know how to dress?
Monday, May 23, 2011 || 4:43 PM
obviously someone who knows how to dress. i wouldn't want to go on a date with someone with looks but no fashion sense. turn off ehh -.-
amazing isn't it?! woo! romantic! i have an idea of how my honeymoon gonna be like ^^
Saturday, May 21, 2011 || 7:18 PM
hi,did i tell you that i'm on a veryyyy long mc? kay,it's a week mc. -.- all due to my fractured foot. yknow what's boredom? i'm like stuck here in the house for freakinggg 4days already. yknow what irritates you more? when there's lots of things you can't do by yourself. you constantly need assistance. i'm not liking this.
i envy you. cuz you have sucha caring bf.
Thursday, May 19, 2011 || 12:22 PM
aww,i'm sure all guys will do the same for their gfs :)
this was last sunday when bf came over to visit me. heh :) he even cooked mee maggi goreng for both miza and me. i helped out a lil bit though. ^^ and he keep insisting that i apply ice on my foot. bf can be naggy at times. haha,love you.
i decided to consult the doctor when the swell on my foot did not subside. i was lucky enough cause bf actually skipped school to accompany me to the polyclinic. over at the polyclinic, the doctor examined my foot and ordered an x-ray. i laughed when he asked if i was pregnant. LOL,maybe cause bf was me in the consultation room. HAHAHAHHA :DD they did an x-ray and found a fracture on my 4th toe. it's the metatarsal area. it tickles me to see my own x-ray report on the screen. haha,first time yknow.
the doctor said that the fracture was bad and told me to go to the hospital for further treatment. i was glad bf was with me. he made the necessary arrangement then we were on our way to sgh. i don't know why but i broke down when we were making our way there. i got a mixture of feelings. i was both glad and also feel bad. i'm glad cause i don't have to go through this alone. bad cause i find that i'm troubling bf although he said it's nothing. :/
bf did all he can to cheer me up. the wait at the hospital was long. this bf of mine was cracking me up with his jokes. "imagine you in labor. then i will be by your side asking you to push." haha,he entertained me alot. consulted the doctor and she said i need to be put on a cast. that worries me alot. a cast means that i won't be able to move freely. i need crutches to help me ambulate :(
i was even referred to a physiotherapist to learn how to use the crutches. -.- feels really like a handicapped. hate it!
suffian,you're one in a million :)
|| 2:41 PM
i've got lots to blog about. but for now,i shall just make use of the photos which are with me. i wanna blog about my ecp outing last friday with classmates but photos are not up yet. yeaa,anw, went to town with family except ayah. did a very small retail therapy to distract myself from the pain. oh if you guys have been reading my tweet,i had a fall from the bicycle last friday during my class bbq at ecp :/ how clumsy right? hais.
Wednesday, May 11, 2011 || 8:21 PM
school has been pretty hectic. as usual with the tons and tons of date due to meet. i just completed my literature review draft. proud of myself! haha,the motivation comes from suffian though. heh,thanks baby. however,i'm not ready to safe assign it yet. scared of the high plagiarism. will re-edit it before submitting.
school was like a roller coaster ride today! HAHAHA,i enjoyed myself. we had HI lecture from 8 to 9 and followed by 2hours break. during that 2hours break, we head to tekka for breakfast, then to sim lim square,taka and lastly ion. ended up being half an hour late for tutorial. with a reason that fid's car broke down halfway. LOL!
|| 8:01 PM
i've been neglecting my blog. sorry,was busy with school stuffs. too many assignments. anw, it was mothers' day last sunday. we celebrated it by having a simple dinner over at vivo. yeaa,forever vivo. haha,can't help it. cause ayah had work and it was the nearest place to meet him. instead of getting for ibu something, she was the one who spent her money for us to do some shopping. haha,it was a really good retail therapy for me. especially so,after the tedious literature review which needs to be done.
i always looked up to ibu as a role model for me. she never fail to get up early in the morning to make sure we are all up for school and prepare breakfast. she is supportive in whatever things i wanna do. i can also talk to her about anything under the sun. she is my pillar of strength and my motivator. no doubt,at times she can be real naggy and can get on my nerve but hey, she has my interest at heart :) bu,i love you.
Saturday, May 7, 2011 || 9:05 AM
hello! how's school? hahaha. i took health informatics(HI) as my elective and somehow i'm regretting it :/ haha,okay not really regret. i'm just not used to be working with computers! -.- last wednesday,i had HI and we went to the lab to create a database. LOL! i was likkaaaa lost person in the dessert. okay,exaggerating. but it was funnnn. HAHAHA. contradicting much. at first i say lost then fun. just what i wanna say? i don't knowwwww. hehehe. anw,boyfriend and scandals are with me. let's get this workinggggg!
and i've watched the roommate! woohoo. it's a nice thrilling movie :) the lesbian kisses are so sexayyyy. i love suffian :)
Tuesday, May 3, 2011 || 5:52 PM
i should have blog about this long time ago but somehow,my lappy does not permit it. heh,anw i had an outing with the vansified. (the band suffian is in) on 1st may. HAHAHA,i should say it's a whole new experience to be heading to marina barrage to fly kite as early as 8am! yeaa,we did it. hehehe.
hmm,the weather isn't that good though. we had to cancel our plan to fly kite and head to marina square for bowling. i'm never a good bowler. haha,i striked once ONLY. lol,nevertheless i had fun. head to cathay for popeyes before watching thor. ohh goddddd! thor was incredible. i super love his bodyyyyy. yknow right,i'm not a fan of action movie but this is exception. hehe.
hey,i'm getting more and more lazy to go to school each day. lucky this is the last week before common test. the inconvenience to get from one place to another makes me feel tired and troublesome. it's not easy to get up and down the hill with those crutches. my arms ache! i prefer staying at home. i don't need to move much and i can always seek help from my family members. 
hi, so yesterday was my first day in school with those crutches. i swear it was not easy. bf came over to cck fetched me and we cabbed to school. lots of friends asked what happened to me. and it's like i need to repeat myself over and over again. haha,i feel from the bicycle. LOL! and bf told me that i'm popular now. righttttt,popular for the wrong thing. anw,i appreciate all those well wishes. :D
amazing isn't it?! woo! romantic! i have an idea of how my honeymoon gonna be like ^^
this was last sunday when bf came over to visit me. heh :) he even cooked mee maggi goreng for both miza and me. i helped out a lil bit though. ^^ and he keep insisting that i apply ice on my foot. bf can be naggy at times. haha,love you.
i've been neglecting my blog. sorry,was busy with school stuffs. too many assignments. anw, it was mothers' day last sunday. we celebrated it by having a simple dinner over at vivo. yeaa,forever vivo. haha,can't help it. cause ayah had work and it was the nearest place to meet him. instead of getting for ibu something, she was the one who spent her money for us to do some shopping. haha,it was a really good retail therapy for me. especially so,after the tedious literature review which needs to be done. 
i should have blog about this long time ago but somehow,my lappy does not permit it. heh,anw i had an outing with the vansified. (the band suffian is in) on 1st may. HAHAHA,i should say it's a whole new experience to be heading to marina barrage to fly kite as early as 8am! yeaa,we did it. hehehe. 
