you have to be in my shoes to feel what i feel. yknow whenever i get those stares from people when i walk around using crutches. and the negative remarks i received. i feel like shouting right into their faces, fuck you! do you think i want to be in this state. never see a person using crutches before uhh?
each time this happens, it brings down my self-esteem. really down.i feel like shutting myself from the world till my cast is removed. i don't want to leave my house. cause i feel better at home. no one will stare at me and no one will judge me. i feel really secured. it's not a nice feeling yknow? it makes you despise yourself. why must this happen to me?
i have tried to stay positive about it. it helps,for awhile. i hate people staring at me like i'm walking around naked. -.-